ENDORSEMENTS & REVIEWS
for Small Boat, Vast Ocean

“An incredible gift”

TRICYCLE: The Buddhist Review, posted a book review by Brian Hodel. Read the full article.

Excerpts: “The author is an experienced writer with a gift for description and a poetic touch. She brings the reader right into the heart of her retreat… We are given a realistic picture of what deep Tibetan Buddhist practice can release us from and how that comes about.… Flowing and atmospheric… By literally making her three-year retreat an open book, Berger has given those on the spiritual path an incredible gift.”

“…Sometimes downright droll.”

From Astoria, Oregon's Our Coast Weekend, a review appeared, titled "Journeying through the sacred and mundane" by Barbara Lloyd McMichael. Referring to the Buddhist glossary at the back of the book, she adds, "But if this should sound intimidating, I hasten to add that Berger’s writing is also very accessible, and sometimes downright droll." She recommends the book as a unique kind of arm-chair travel writing, ending her piece with "What a gift to get a glimpse into a very different way of journeying through life."

"The whole book…like one long poem"

Ruth Yeomans wrote on Amazon that she loved Small Boat, Vast Ocean. She recommends others to "read it for insights that will happen for you, for descriptions of the ancient Tibetan traditions that worked to transform the author, for the descriptions of encounters with the ocean and clouds and animals and dreams and forests, for the honest descriptions of mental states both difficult and joyful, for the beautiful writing that made the whole book seem like one long poem."

The practice of goodness ~

Small Boat, Vast Ocean is beautifully done, the writing itself lovely, too. I couldn't keep my intention to read the book slowly – it kept me up for a long time a couple of nights. Yet it still felt slow in a way, it's so dense and rich with detail. It felt as if the passage of time was authentic and I could sense it as it arose. 

Dividing the journal parts and the italicized present commentary was done in a clear and unobtrusive way, and is very helpful in navigating the experience and putting it into a framework. 

The nature parts and animal apparitions and the dreams created an atmosphere of letting go of the “brain” part of life. The dreams, and the cloud shapes, are invitational; they also seemed a natural aspect of solitude in nature. And it was amazing how many wild creatures persisted even in a suburban context in Washington state.

The bumpy mental states reported so frankly upon, especially at the beginning, but all through, help to de-romanticize and make real how progress is nonlinear... Diane’s courage stands out for me as does her delight.

And as for the exquisite interruptions/emergent world of the imaginal which were described so beautifully and carefully – those kinds of things seem a Vajrayana blessing and are reassuring and liberating even as they are evanescent.  They seem to emerge from purity and space... although of course they are no more or less Dharma than anything else, that's the paradox. 

And lastly, I so appreciated the teaching that was beyond experience, the intention to freedom and compassion that infused the whole retreat from the beginning – the practice of goodness.

Kate Lila Wheeler, novelist, essayist, and Buddhist teacher

“…Like a meditation manual”

I’ve been reading Small Boat, Vast Ocean slowly, a few pages at a time (as it was written), in order to better absorb it…like a meditation manual. In doing so, the book really helped me stay more in the present. And her way of observing the world and all of nature around her really helped to refresh my own View.

So many entries have deeply touched my heart, enriched my own practice, and put into words things I have experienced but didn’t know how to express or even conceptualize. This honest and vulnerable sharing made me feel more accepting of my own shortcomings and answered some questions I didn’t even realize I had about practice.

Tracy Dickerson, Tibetan Buddhist practitioner and meditation instructor

“…Incredibly good company”…from Denmark

As exciting as any crime novel.

A deeply personal account of Diane Rigdzin Berger's life during a retreat. The book unfolds the practical preparations and conditions during the retreat and describes the spiritual practices and their effect over time. The ups and downs of everyday life are described in detail, and through reading the book it becomes clear that going on a personal retreat holds enormous potential for personal transformation. At the same time, it is a severe challenge to all aspects of our lives.

The book describes the close and energetic exchange between Lama and student, which acts as a crank throughout the retreat.

Poems convey special glimpses of insight. What on the surface may seem like a distant and exotic practice is made, via Diane's account, into a tangible and accessible experience. An icebreaker in terms of creating a way for others to take the same scary leap. The book can act as an inspiration and deepening of what you can get out of the Buddhist practices on a personal level, just as it can function as a handbook for others who are in a personal retreat.

How do you do it? What does it take? What experiences can be discovered during a retreat. When do you get up? Who pays?

The book vibrates with joy and gratitude, you are simply in incredibly good company - with Diane Rigdzin Berger's book in your hand.

Christian Grøn Stenberg, architect, educator, Copenhagen

From the back of the book ~

  • “In this lyrical exposition, Diane takes the reader through the details of life in long-term retreat, the big and little ups and downs, the challenges of balancing the practical and the ideal, the periods of peace and the unexpected interruptions, the triumphs and tribulations, the intimate conversations with nature in all its different guises, the discovery of the peace of silence, and the unfolding of understanding, elusive, unanticipated, and stunning in its clarity and simplicity.”

    Ken McLeod, author of Wake Up To Your Life and The Magic of Vajrayana

  • “An intimate look at healing and devotion through a spiritual journey that most people will never have a chance to experience. A celebration of the sacred within the mundane, inspiring each of us to slow down long enough to appreciate this tender life we lead."

    Lodro Rinzler, author of The Buddha Walks into a Bar and Take Back Your Mind

  • Small Boat, Vast Ocean provides a rare and fascinating glimpse into the heart of solitary spiritual practice. Berger is an eloquent writer whose book reveals the challenges, illuminating insights, and beauty of her plunge into the inner ocean of psyche and spirit.”

    Brian Hodel, co-author of Embracing Mind: The Common Ground of Science and Spirituality

Review written for Northwest Dharma News

This is a wonderful book. Since the beginning of my own Buddhist path in the 1960s, I have looked for writings by Western women about their own story, initially finding only a few. Though there are more writings by and about women now, this volume is unique in its presentation of a full three-years-plus Tibetan Buddhist retreat accomplished by a Western woman on her own, without the support of a traditional retreat center container.

Though not entirely on her own (she had ongoing guidance from her teacher as well as a few encounters with supportive friends and occasional co-retreatants), Diane offers us a gently-written accounting of the world of solitary retreat as it reveals itself to her; and she shares with us many of its trials and tribulations, and much of its glory and magical display.

Diane weaves a rich tale of both outer and inner journeying, complete with a deep dream life infused with Jungian archetypes and spiritual inspiration, as well as many rich and astonishing encounters with local animals and plants – the flora and fauna of the Pacific Northwest.

Small Boat, Vast Ocean takes us on a beautiful adventure, and is highly recommended for anyone seeking a personal glimpse into the mysterious journey of spiritual life and practice, as well as anyone in love with pilgrimage through the world of nature.

Jude Rozhon, MA East-West Psychology, Buddhist Meditation Teacher with long background in Zen, Theravada, and Tibetan Buddhism

A beautiful adventure ~